Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Guys vs. Girls

I had a comment about the difference between guys and girls the other day, but it was a little too long for a FB status so I thought I'd post it here...

So...based on my recent experience I feel like guys (yes, I'm generalizing) think that when they think a girl is cute/hot/pretty/etc that, that girl MUST find them to be the same.  They find you attractive, what do you mean you don't think of them the same way?!  However I believe girls (again I'm generalizing) are slightly smarter, and just because they find a guy to be attractive they understand that the feeling might not be reciprocated.

Maybe I'm wrong, but then again...maybe I'm not.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

It contains my Heart

I went to a movie tonight with my friend Brittany.  We saw Something Borrowed.  It was a good movie, definitely worth seeing.  I've been a little emotional lately, but trying to hide it and pretend my emotions aren't there.  I've gotten pretty good at that, but occasionally they get the best of me and I guess the movie must've triggered something.  So when I came home I wrote a little something.  If you don't already know, writing is my healing process, and as part of the process I feel I need to share.  So here goes...

I hate that I still miss you
I hate that I can't get what I really want to say out
I hate that I can't be happy for you
I hate that the thought of seeing you gives me anxiety
I hate that no one compares to you
But mostly I hate that I don't hate you.

I have a notebook, it contains a lot of letters, poems, thoughts, and feelings.  It contains my heart.